Blah, i always have the tendency to want to start off with 'yo niggs' but some people are so touchy about it *sigh* I get it though...so I don't. But just know its there, lingering and I'm always holding my tongue. It's gotten worse with nicki minaj's song stupid hoe, coz now the first thing that comes up as a greeting in my head is 'u da niggah monkay'
Yeahhhhh =.=
Sorry ={
Anyway! I'm in transit, as usual with these posts. I'm on my way home from work.
I'm not sad I promise! I am a little uhm...hmm what's the word? Not stressed or tired, overwhelmed is too much. I guess it's just on my mind how much I need to learn and get better at. Today was technically the 3rd day I do properly. I did my first 2 days awhile back, had issues with my rego and now it's all cleared up so I can work as a full RN again as of yesterday. The difference was that I wasn't giving meds for the last week.
It makes such a huge difference though, giving meds makes me lag hardcore. It sucks and I feel so useless. My partner said she would start from one end, and I start from the other. I had finished 2 patients meds and she was already finished with 8 *sigh*
Luckily nothing went wrong all shift so we finished everything ahead of time. Plus we had a floater helping us do vital signs. Gah.
Everyone was just so nice though! Answering my questions, showing me where stuff was and that. I know that sounds like the reasonable thing to do but people are seriously nasty when ur a student. Everyone's welcoming attitude towards me really comes as a shock, they're all just so lovely. Even the casual staff, it's crazy.
In general though I've been super happy. Like I've mentioned before, no tears have been shed so far. I must sound like a wus but honestly, this job isn't that easy, especially at the start. You really need to be able to multi task 100 things at one time. Have an amazing memory, everyones always asking you questions or to help them with something. It's crazy. I've never had a job like this before, one where you go in and your so busy that nothing else is even remotely present in your mind excuse your just that busy. Not a second to get bored or sit down or stop. There's ALWAYS something else to do. I like that though, it's just hard at the start when you don't have those answers for everyone and people expect things of you and you have to be able to provide them with what they want almost instantly.
On all other fronts I'm good =)
I'm pretty happy with how my social life is fitting with my work schedule. Luckily? I was given Mon-fri morning shifts for awhile. So it's nice, I have a sleeping pattern again! And amazingly, still have time to see people. Arvo dinners and weekend hangs. Life's good right now.
I miss Kurt however. I've managed to see all the other boys except for him ={
I told him to make plans for us since he never agrees/likes mine, but he never got back to me ={
POOPER!
Also, working means 2 breaks = structured eating times. I applied for the work gym but I don't know if I've been given access yet. I need to find out. Then I can start working out after work and then I'll be covered on all fronts!
Really the last thing left to get in order is my license.
I need to practice more. Mums taken 4 weeks off work so now I can just force her to come with me when I'm free now. So hopefully in this next month I get up a lot of hours. Everyone keeps saying to fake it but seriously I can't drive for shit, I'd insta-fail the p's test.
Seriously, my life would practically be set if I got my license. I've already started saving money but I don't know if I want that for a car or for the trip to South America next year. I will just keep saving for now and if I get my p's b4 the trip (which I really hope I fucking pull off) then I'll buy a car and use the rest for the trip. I need to cull back on spending though. I've been so fucking lazy because I want an extra hour sleep-in that I just call a cab to work instead of getting the train. Bullshit, that's $20 that my half asleep self thinks is okay to spend lol
I haven't even thought specifically about losing weight. I mean, I'm making an effort to eat relatively healthy but I have no clue how many calories I'm having and I've let myself off easy because I started working which is a whole bunch of energy that I'm spending now that I never did before. I decided to only do lunch and dinner for lite n easy, 5 days a week. So my working days because I know weekends I end up going out to dinner or drinks with friends and I want to eat home cooked stuff once in awhile too. Breakfast in fine with just having cereal or toast which is always around.
It would be pretty amazing if I could lose a bunch of weight b4 summer. The weathers been warming up great. It's perfect right now but I can tell summer is going to be a scorcher. And the problem with summer is that Fat chicks have nothing presentable to wear that is also breezy and comfortable without looking like we're wearing a tent or are 50 years old. I can't wear shorts...for your eyes sake and for my thunder thighs sake. My half-assed goal is to get my legs unflabby enough to be able to wear shorts. This will be difficult and most likely unattainable by December. But I may as well 'try'. Seriously I'm going to die in summer. I won't have anything to wear which is going to suck coz I feel like I finally found my groove with clothes this winter. I have no idea how to dress for summer o.O
Hmm yeah, I was just thinking about my options for summer clothing. Shorts, skirts, dresses. I don't do any of those and even if I lost weight I wouldn't do skirts and dresses. Its too hard making sure ur knickers aren't showing. And dresses make me feel like I'm wearing a bag.
This is the closest thing to what I would actually wear if I could pull it off...lol but it's still not very summery:
Anyway I suppose I should go work out then.
Ttyl lovers <3 br="br">
Xx.
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