Wednesday, October 26, 2011
6:01 PM
So the wedding is finally over. Mum got married on Saturday, the buildup was stressful, mainly because the whole thing was planned over 5 days. Beh.
All in all it turned out better than expected and they're happy so whatever.
I'm avoiding studying as much as possible which is ridiculously stupid because if I fail this exam I lose my internship and have to wait yet another year to redo the subject. Fuck no.
Meanwhile, I'm oddly obsessed with marking my face, paint or makeup, glitter, texters, I used to use ?black currents? when I was a kid, or chocolate freckles. I have so many photos with crap on my face. I don't get what it is. I do it without thinking sometimes, like today I was on the phone to Tim and by the end of the phone call my eyes were covered in eyeliner o.O
Who knows.
Anywho I'm going to go clean my room or something.
Xx
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Thursday, October 13, 2011
6:24 AM
I can't sleep. I got distracted by the idea of booking a night at a hotel in the city and doing the whole romantic couple thing. ^.^ I've never really been in a position to do that before but I'm getting closer, especially with full time work on the way. Ahhh money.
Then I got distracted by the hotel, I ended up choosing The Establishment Hotel because I've been clubbing there before and it's beautiful.
I found the architecture better than the atmosphere there but that was only because I've only gone on Tuesday nights when they do the Salsa night and you get a few older sleeze bags there which is kinda off putting, but at the same time, what can you expect, that happens everywhere that has salsa because it tends to be an older crowd. The problem there as well is that there really isn't much dance floor space for a salsa night, it's more suited for chilling out and chatting.
The main bar is pretty kool, it's got this massively long bar running down the middle, but as you can see it's fairly narrow, not much room to dance there.
I didn't realise it was an actual hotel, so I assumed it would be pretty trashy, yet still better than a pub hotel but turns out it's a 5 star place with 3 different restaurants with good reviews and kinda pricey.
^ I think that's the foyer of the hotel section ^
The rooms look pretty standard but with a tad more flair that your usual 5 star place.
I still want to go one day ^.^
That and try Jap food from Tetsuyas...although after eating at Wildfire, which was mighty pricey (thank gawd we didn't have to pay for it), I don't expect great things. Just coz it costs more than I earn in one shift to eat there doesn't mean it's any good or better than chain restaurants and cheaper cafes.
I can't wait to have money lol...mostly just so I can finally afford to do these things, weekends away at nice places, eating out at proper restaurants, my own car. Independence. =D
The idea of sharing that with Tim makes it even better, I just want to go out and buy tickets to everything! There are so many things I want to see and places I want to go!! Hopefully I have enough time to do all of this once I'm working full time ={
As for now, I'm sorta strapped for cash, luckily money is still flowing in but it's in drips and drabs. Better than nothing I guess. What's lame is that money seems to disappear so quickly with me and I have nothing to show for it.
Although I am looking forward to Friday morning, soundwave presale! Not cheap ={ but the lineup is killer!! And I'm excited because it will be the first concert I pay for myself and my first ever day long festival. I've been to a tonne of gigs but I've always avoided festivals, the idea of standing in the sun sounds terrible to me but it's worth the effort this time. Hopefully the bands I want to see have sideshows so I can go to those and appreciate them properly without being on the cusp of sun-stroke =.=
Not looking forward to so much: these 3 weekends coming up. I'm triple booked for each sat until Halloween o.O and they're all important to me so I will be trying to attend them all. Bah so many 21st' ...more money down the drain. Bloop. ={
I'm kinda excited for tomorrow, I'm going to parra to look for something special to wear, either for the wedding or one of the 21sts ...not sure, but I'm not excited for that, that sounds like a headache to me, but afterwards I'm getting lunch with tim and catching a movie =D
We haven't hung out properly for awhile, hopefully it works. This better not fuck up =.=
I suppose I should try to sleep!
I want to make roast potatoes.
Xx
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Wednesday, October 12, 2011
4:05 AM
Fucking pretence =.=
I hate playing pretend, I think it's why I don't like games.
So..i did a lot today, even though it felt like nothing, I touched base with a lot of people, lots of plans for up ahead which is good, there should always be something you're looking forward to or at the very least waiting for something to be over.
Blergh. So much judgement.
Xx
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Tuesday, October 11, 2011
12:41 AM
Hmm I've realised 2 things, maybe 3, over the last couple of days:
1. I really don't regret anything I've ever done, I've thought a few things I have done were stupid but nothing horrifically bad has ever happened from my "mistakes" so until someone dies because of me or something traumatic like that, I probably won't be wishing I had done things differently.
2. I feel like I've finally noticed that I have my own stories...a lot of them actually. When I was younger and around people at parties who were telling their stories or anecdotes I would just sit there listening, throwing in a well timed laugh to let people know I was still present, but nowadays, things are different. I have my own set of stories, something I can fill the empty silence with even if people don't care. I've even got more than one approach now depending on who I'm with =S It almost feels like a script that I'm just reading lines from. Wierd. It feels good and bad. Good because I feel less lame and like, hey, I really have lived my life. Bad because sometimes I'm just talking AT people because I know I won't be interested in what they're saying, or I don't want to sit there awkwardly trying to expand on 'so what have you been up to?'
3. There are too many bodies. Too much energy floating around. I don't like it. It's hard to keep things in check. I just want to be free you know? Not judged. ergh. I hate feelings. I want things to mean nothing, I want to not get jealous.
That is mainly what is on my mind, and also that for the first day in ages I wont have anything to do tomorrow, which is nice since I've been going since the beginning of September just b4 my prac started. Something on every day, no chance to just sit and chill properly without something coming up. Tomorrow will be the same I guess, something will happen at home and I will be annoyed BUT oh well. Living life I suppose. I know it sounds like I'm complaining but that's not entirely how I mean it. My weekends and afternoons are busy with birthdays or random events which is fun, but the fact that they are scheduled and I clicked 'attending' makes them official, and suddenly almost like a chore because they weren't spontaneous. Also I'm less enthused about attending fun things when I'm tired and haven't recovered from the previous thing.
Sooo some things I've done:
-Dr Who season finally gathering with Tim's friends, I actually really enjoyed it, I got all teary =[
-Tried Eagle Boys Pizza with tim, it was dissapointing. Dominoes is still in the lead followed by Pizza Hut, Crust Pizza, then Eagly Boys. Pizza Hut and Crust are a tie for me, I really don't find their "fresh" ingredients all that shnazzy, and I only chose pizza hut before them because they're cheaper =]
-Wrote and presented my speech. It went...okayish. Not that great, enough for a credit I hope which should be enough to pass the unit.
-Finally hung out with stef
-Worked my first night shift, aka: easy money
-worked again!
-Went to Nghi's 21st in the city where I had a fun but short lived drunken karoeki session with Tim and Nghi's friends. Then Tim got sick so I took care of him for the rest of the night back at the apartment Nghi booked for everyone. It was a really nice place, may have been too expensive though. Yeah I just double checked, I wouldn't pay that much for one night. I had some fantastic Jap food for lunch the next day. I'm totally going back there just to get some AND to go to cupcakes on pitt street because our apartment entrance was 2 shops away from it and then I forgot in the morning =.=
So much food & only $14 + a drink. They had another deal which was the couples special $50 for 2 mains, 2 side dishes, 2 deserts + 2 drinks and the food comes on these cute love heart shaped Bento boxes. I might go back and do that with Tim =D cheesyyyy, I like it.
I wonder where that saying came from, cheesy and corny are not the foods of lurveee in my mind & they aren't sweet, sugary or remotely sexy. Wow that's weirder, sexy food. In my mind sexy food: strawberries/chocolate, most desserts (that you need a spoon for), grapes...hmm, that's about it. I guess that stems from the association that those foods you can share with your partner and it can be cute when they eat it, actually no, guys don't look cute eating, girls do sometimes, wow I sound weirder and wierder the more I write. Either way, that all comes down to an episode of ?so litte time? with the Olsen twins, one of them chucks a hissy fit because their maid packs her an apple for school and she's outraged because she won't look cute eating an apple infront of her crush in middle school, so she packs silent 'cute fruit' instead which I think was grapes. Talk about first world problems lol.
-Saw Lion King 3D. I haven't been that amazed and enthralled by a movie in years...maybe ever. I'm going again! I also had my first choc top...
PS: I finally found some tootsie rolls XD
xx
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Monday, October 3, 2011
11:09 PM
I'm meant to be writing a speech that I need to present tomorrow, so I decided to blog instead. After first having cleaned my room, done the washing, done silly makeup, cleaned up my make up drawer, watching the new ep of Weeds, 3 eps of Breaking Bad, copious amounts of SimSocial, attempting to play guitar, getting pizza with Tim, ordering a shipment through Hot Topic and now this. Hmm..bad.
lol..I was testing how strong the colour of the eyeshadow would be if I mixed it with water. I was disappointed =[ I want to throw it all out and buy new makeup. I kinda..wanna have a weird, girly day and go with the girls to find me some new makeup. Some good quality stuff, and have a nice basic kit with all the fundamentals.
As for the style..lol I didn't plan on it, I was just cleaning and i was like...errrr FACE! Plus i felt like playing around with the whole Native American Indian thing again after Andrews 21st. You can't see it from this pic but I also had coloured dots around my eyes and drawn on eyelashes with liquid eyeliner. o.o
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I rarely buy things and I have been kind of splurging lately since I actually have money for once. I feel mega guilty spending though =S But I've spent more during traveling and eating while prac lasted so you know, what's more wasteful? Items I can keep using or money that slips past unnoticed.
Actually..lol the last $200 was spent on adult toys/underwear haha...sooo ehh you don't need the details but I was super pumped XD I told tim I wanted some wireless remote controlled stuff to play when we go out and get bored at parties haha. I also got him a tenga egg XD which I literally squealed over. The girl at the counter looked at me like I was crazy, I ran over raving about Tenga and how I hadn't been able to find their range in other sex shops. Plus Adameve.com are amazing. SO MUCH FREE STUFF. With my order I got the 3 free dvds and the mystery prize (mine was a penis enlargement gel) I was kinda bummed, I don't want his penis any larger and I don't know how it works, I don't like the idea of chemically altering him for sex.
I also just ordered this cute headband, a pair of earrings, portable speakers, skirt and for mum: hoodie, hellokitty headphones and tshirt.
I hate the hello kitty stuff, but it makes my mum happy. She's such a dork.
I also bought this clutch the other day that I only just remembered about, could have taken that to the wedding instead *doi* but I sorta regret it now. I'm not sure I like it. Tim likes the texture but now when I look at it all I can think of are warts O.O
Ohh and this awesome ring...that I dropped into the inside of the washing machine today but not the inside bit, it's like inbetween the rectangle casing and the cylinder drum. Soooo I can't get to it =[
I NEED CLOTHES. bah, I'm living off 3 ratty shirts and 2 pairs of jeans, all which technically are my mums. I HATE shopping for clothes =(
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I went to Andrew's 21st on Sat. It was fun but I felt like I finally left as it was getting fun =( but I had a good time at home afterwards with the guys anyway. lol it's odd how our circles cross over. I forgot that mikel and kurt were friends with Andrew from highschool and I was there because Michelle is dating him and we used to talk back in yr 10 :S and Joel knows him from uni and from waiting around at one of our performances once. Small world. Too small! Even tim ran into a guy he knew who he met through someone at his uni which is all the way in the city. WIERD.
It was nice, it made me miss Aly and Michelle.
Erm..anyway I suppose, i'll finish this ep of breaking bad and go do the speech o.O
xx
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