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Sunday, August 8, 2010

8:46 PM

Love Like
by Shihan

I want a love like me, thinking of you, thinking of me, thinking of you type love
or, me telling my friends more than I’ve ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you type love
or, hating how jealous you are, but loving how much you want me all to your self type love,
or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name,
and shit, I wanted to see how far I could get without calling you, and I barely made it out of my garage.
See, I want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep then wonder if she dreaming about us being in love type love,
or who loves the other more,
or what she’s doing at this exact moment,
or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good could just hurt so much when she’s not there.
and shit, I love not knowing where this love is headed type love.
And check this, I want to place those little post-it notes all around the house so she never forgets how much I love her type love
then not have enough ink in my pen to write all there is to love about her type love.
And Hope that I make her feel as good as she makes me feel, like believing that her being in my life makes me a better person type love or I want her to distract me form whatever I’m doing type love
and I want to deal with my friends making fun of me the way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love.
Only difference is this is one of those real love type loves.
and just like in high school, I want to spend hours on the phone with her not saying shit,
then fall asleep then wake up with HER right next to me,
and smell her all up in my covers type love
I want to try counting the ways I love her then
lose count in the middle just so that I have to start all over again type love
I want to celebrate one of those month anniversaries even though they ain’t really anniversaries, but doin’ it just cause it makes her happy type love.
And I want to break down the time we spend together into seconds just so it sounds like we spend more time together type love
And check this, I want fall in love with the melody the phone plays when her number is dialed into it type loves
and then talk to you until I lose my breath, she leaves me breathless, but with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all of her back into me
I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan to something that allows me to talk to her longer cause, in all honesty,
I want to avoid one of them high cell phone bill type loves.
I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are
I mean the lines on my palms don’t give me enough time to love her as long as I’d like to type love,
and I want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-stutter just thinking
about how strong this love is type love.
I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair
Well, maybe not all of the hair
maybe just cut the split ends and trim my mustache, but
it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her.
And check this, I kinda feel comfortable now, so I even be fantasizing about walking out on a green light just dying to get hit by a car just so I could lose my memory
get transported to some third world country just to get treated then somehow meet up again with you so that I could fall in love with you in a different language to see if it still feels the same type love
I want a love that’s as unexplainable as she is, but I’m married, so she is going to be the one that I share this love with.

I love this poem, I know I know, I've posted this already but I ripped the audio from the youtube video and can't stop listening to it. I love that I have felt that kind of crazy in my life, life really isn't so shit when I think about it these days =] I have a lot of good things in my life that I'm really grateful for. This poem makes me sadhappy...don't know exactly why and yes I know I'm overly sensitive and cute puppies can make me cry at the drop of a hat, along with the news, a well told story or a romantic notion and you all might not get it...I don't most of the time, but I just...feel so much.

Like with this 'poem' (I still feel weird calling it a poem), the last line is a tear jerker for me. That would be so amazing, to live your entire life in love with the person you marry, and still feel that same sort of crazy infatuated young love. It would make life worth living.

♥

TO LOVE!

On a similar note, you know how on tv shows or movies they tend to portray couples making love to certain songs/artists. From all different genres, Barry White to gangster rap, to 80's hair metal. I've always found that concept kind of strange, that a song would put you in the mood to have sex. Very odd indeed. Until recently XD ...sorta. It doesn't make me want to have sex..that would be weird, but it does have this sultry, slow kind of sound and slow dancing it with a partner does put me in a kind of, passionate intense place (which very rarely occurs naturally for me =[ )

Then there are songs I've heard and all I can think of is a girl stripping/lap dance, but nice and slow, even pole dancing...and less vulgar that your reggaetton music video whores.

Now that's sexy.

xx

PS: TIM IS A WHINNY BABY AND NEEDS CREDIT, HE GAVE ME ALL THREE SONGS.

& Kitty goes MeOw.

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Español.

So one day I was hanging out with Kurt and we realised that there are some pretty wacky sayings in the spanish language. Each Spanish speaking country has their own sayings, metaphors and similies but these are a few that I have collected over the last year or so. Every time I hear my mum or grandma say a new one I text Kurt XD It has become somewhat of a little tradition for me now =]

Saying: La negrita astuta vende fruta.
Direct Translation: The (Astute, cunning, sly, crafty, fraudulent) cute/little black girl sells fruit.
Meaning: This saying is said as a sort of warning that you are/someone else is a cocktease

Saying: No calientes el agua (si no vas a tomar té)
Direct Translation: Don't heat the water if you're not going to drink tea
Meaning: This is also a sort of warning to someone who is being a cocktease. Kind of like, don't flirt and lead someone on if you have no intention of hooking up with them. It is also a play on words because in Spanish (Chilean at least) the word calentar (to heat) is also used informally as a way to say 'make horny'. So 'estoy caliente' = I'm hot BUT it means I'm horny. If you wanted to say I'm hot (because of the weather) you would say 'tengo calor'

Tongue Twister: Tres tristes tigres trigo trillaron tranquilos tragaron
Translation: Three sad tigers, wheat they threshed (To separate the grain from the straw or husks by mechanical beating), calmly they swallowed.

Tongue Twister:Pedro Pablo Pérez Pereira pobre pintor portugués pinta paisajes por poca plata para pasar por París
Translation: Pedro Pablo Pérez Pereira poor Portugese painter paints landscapes for little money to pass through Paris.

Saying:Buscarle la quinta pata al gato
Direct Translation:To look for the 5th leg of the cat
Meaning: Looking for problems when there clearly aren't any in that situation, so you're over thinking it and overcomplicating yourself.

Saying: Para ser bella hay que ver estrellas
Direct Translation: To be beautiful you have to see stars
Meaning: I'm guessing this is a fairly old saying because my grandad said it to me once, I kind of fell in love with this little rhyme/mantra. It means that no pain is too great to endure in order to look your best, this particularly refers to women having to wear painful shoes (stilettos) because it makes their legs look hot, wearing tight clothing to show off curves, waxing, plucking, dying hair, and I suppose nowadays you could extend that into getting cosmetic surgery. Just to clarify, my grandad wasn't a dick, I remember the saying coming up because we were watching a show with really attractive women and I was in awe of them and he explained that constructed superficial beauty comes at a price =) Oh and if you don't get the imagery, it's based on seeing "stars" when you hit your head/get dizzy, like if you've ever seen the cartoon representation of stars around the head when they get hit.

*To be continued