I don't really feel like blogging, it's just that I'm capped and the next episode of The Middle hasn't loaded yet and I'm avoiding doing the radio script that's due by tomorrow morning.
So today has mainly consisted of sleeping. I'm catching up, not just from having joel&kurt sleepover, but being tired from the two dance performances..it's weird how dead I was after yesterdays performance. I think it's probably because I got so stressed out b4/during the shows (the dancing only took about 10mins). One of the small positives that come with dancing is that once you're stressed out enough your body issues fly out the window and you don't give a crap who sees you get changed lol. Or maybe that's just me XD
It sucks that I haven't had my camera with me the last couple of days I've had a lot of fun =[
So..recap?
Thursday: ..did i blog about this already? Well I went to stockies with Stef and then in the arvo was meant to go to Loud Tribe with Tim and he came to get me but mum was all grrr at me for not cleaning the house and made me go grocery shopping with her and miss the Loud Tribe meeting. I felt like a teenager more than I ever have, funny that it's happened now that I'm 19 *sigh*. I was not happy =.=
Friday: Tim dropped off my wallet that I left in his car the day I got angry at him...lol so angry that I didn't call him back to give me my wallet even though he was still in my driveway. I had to climb in fru the window to get into my house coz my keys were in my wallet. LOL ... so maybe I am stubborn. I HAVE PRIDE DAMMIT.
Well later in the day I had a huge fight with mum...it didn't feel like our biggest ever, there have been worse but the ending of it was probably the harshest. I got kicked out. In case you didn't know, my mums not like that, I've never been kicked out, or threatened or asked to leave, hell she's asked me to never leave, to make my future husband move in here with us lol.
I can't even call it a fight. I can't call any disagreement I have with people a fight because a fight implies that it was a heated two way "conversation". Even with Tim, we've never technically had a fight. It's just me getting annoyed and shutting him off or telling him what he did to piss me off. I don't yell, I generally don't argue back, especially with mum. She gets pissed off at me a lot but I just listen. There's no need to add fuel to the fire.
Anyway this was at a stressful point in the day, it was about an hour b4 I had to go perform and I was taking my stuff with me to move out that night..but yer. I wanted to leave too...I mean sure it would make things a little more complicated, but not impossible. I was already planning it b4 she eventually said it. Either way she spoke to me and asked me not to leave and yer. I'm staying. None of the real issues were resolved and this "disagreement" is bound to happen again. Oh well.
SO the performance!...was horrible except for our last dance. It was for the annual fundraiser for the latin community church. I didn't think they would actually have the money to hire a real hall and that so many people would attend. 300 people maybe? The inside of the hall looked like a cake XD . The "change room" was about the size of two toilet stalls, and there was about 14 of us LOL My aunty and gran came and after we performed they had normal(latin) dancing music and everyone was dancing which was fun =]
I really enjoy being able to experience the whole spanish community with people my own age, lol...I've never really had any latino friends so I've always attended these sort of events with old people. Heaps of fun. Got lost coming home. Stayed up late.
Saturday: Woke up late =.= Freaked out because I woke up 5mins b4 i had to be at Ffield High but Michelle came to pick me up ^.^ and Tim too
♥ Got there, we were the first to perform. Joel and Kurt came too
♥ change room was bigger, we were slightly better than the day b4 but I still made a bunch of huge mistakes LOL We really need to practice at least once on the day. I can't REMEMBER. Anyway. Capoeira was very disappointing =[ and then we all went to maccas (dance group too). Went home with Tim to get changed..fell asleep and didn't go back to kurts =[
Mikel joel and kurt came by to pick me up later to go to graces. Fun fun. Cold. Tea tree lights everywhere. Fruity Lexia and Verdi. OH yer, we're that classy. Joel dropped of mikel, came back to get us and we went back to my place. Stayed up late.
Danced to Tik Toc
♥Woke up late today. And a few trivial things in between and here I am.
HAZZA
OH!
the BET. Payment is due on the 29May 2011.
hehe
This Wednesday is my one year anniversary with Tim :S IM GOING TO MAKE HIM WATCH SEX IN THE CITY with me mwahahaha =]
BEH seriously..if you ever have ideas for this radio thing PLEASE share them. No one ever does and since I'm the one writing it I end up having to find things. I'M NOT CREATIVE or interesting enough to make good choices. I need your input.
Speaking of Loud Tribe, apparently I'm the new convener :S for the next few months. We haven't had one for about 2 months now and Tuyet always made it seem like it was painfully stressful...so...lets hope it's not =[ So far all I know is that I have to go "at least" once a week to the Parks office and file some paper work :S I know I need to write up the minutes and host the meetings so..yer :S oh and meet with council :S
lol I think Tim gets a job too XD
To be honest, I'm sorta looking forward to trying this out. The group is trying out new policies and we're going to swap convener every couple of months and attempt to be more organised. I think this will be a good opportunity for me to see if I can handle the responsibility..and see if I have the skills to do something like this. Obviously I can always back out and I think they said only 2 months and that's right about when I start uni again..so it fits in perfectly.
Eep...and to think, I didn't even know I was joining when I did. LOL..Tim took me, didn't explain anything and we were both given papers to sign and say we're not child molesters and poof. We're part of Loud Tribe.
hmmm...
anyway I guess I should start on that script.
xx
