Im kind of excited and buzzy XD....for no reason :S
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kurt left. EARLY wth...and im dressed and ready to go shopping with mum so im going to try and squeeze out a quick post b4 we leave.
btw I had some really wicked dream about going to this mad holiday house with kurt n the 2nd day these group of guys showed up n wanted to rent with us on the sly and share our supplies with them and we were like hell yeah and then joel and michael came and made it even better XD
lol..BUT at the same time i had a dream tim was pissed off with me :S and now Im not sure LOL...if he actually was with me last night or he was stressed...hmm doubt it =] ill ask later. lol we kinda forgot till the end of the day that it was our 10 monthaversiry yesterday beh oh wells.
SO yesterdayyy i fell asleep..and tim came to get me and I woke up to the sound of my window being slid open from outside which i wasn't expecting ..so i chucked a pillow at him XD
speaking of classic moments of anger (discussed with kurt last night)
there's some things I need to do at least once..in anger:
throwing water at someones face because your so angry. Well..that ones done already hehe...I was pissed off at mikel for setting my garage on fire...actually that makes no sense. Because it was kurtis who decided to light the streamers that caught REALLY fast and yer..lol and mikel was the one who put it out :S....I think I got annoyed because mikel and joel started a fire in my ashtray after that lol...and I was pissed off and didnt want any more fire. So i told them to put it out and they didn't want to so i got more pissed off and i went to the house to get water and when i came back they had already put it out...which annoyed me even more because it meant i had gone inside for nothing and mikel was laughing his head off while telling me and i was so furious i chucked a glass of water in his face and stormed out...made me feel much better LOL
plus they broke my ashtray because of the fire LOL...it couldn't handle the heat haha..but meh who cares about that haha
also being so angry you break a plate...not done yet. I was thinking ?we? should get a bunchhh of glassware at a garage sale, you know the box of $2 mismatched stuf and clear out an area..in my garage? and just go nuts and smash them all =] I think it would be very cathartic ^.^
Punching a wall...ive done this but not in anger...although i did kick a hole into the walls in the demountables in yr 10 because i was SO pissed off...i 4get exactly why...it had something to do with martin LOL
Throwing a plate of food. Well i havent done this...but i have flung a sandwich across the room because...it had cheese on it and i was sick and tiered of eating cheese every day...lol, i don't sound unstable at all. I was having a bad morning haha...i think i was in yr 6 or 7. It was painfully frustrating because i aimed for the other side of the room where my window was but it flopped and fell like infront of me...bad aerodynamics haha...it was like chucking a flat piece of paper, it wavered too much. It was too gentle...terribly infuriating.
All that being said, Im generally a very clam person, who rarely gets into confrontations. I think Ive yelled at people, seriously, only 3 times? My gran in yr 7...THAT was my biggest...it was scary. Ive never felt so threatening b4. Then there was yr 8 with alyssa..lol ..That is it actually. Oh no wait...i used to threated my cousins when i was younger allll the time. They were brats...someone needed to put them in line..lol
So Ive only ever hit 3 people while being really angry...Mary David in yr 2..lol a tennis ball hit me in the face and she burst out laughing..but i was really hurt haha...so i slapped her. She did NOT see that coming at all...everyone was stunned =]
Then there was that time I caught my cousin Andres trying to drown my budgies. Ive never hit someone so hard...but again it was just a slap and not a punch...but it left my hand print on his back for a few days..lol
The only other time was with Jamo. You don't understand how angry I was. He said something incredibly insensitive and made fun of me about something that was really a big deal to me. We were crossing the street when he said it and the second the words slipped out of his mouth my eyes like..burst into tears... the tears went away from my face, not down. Tears of anger. I went to hit him and he grabbed my arm..really hard =.= which made me even more angry that he was so much stronger than me and then i was trying to get away from me but he locked me into place. iuashdlkjsndfladnglkadf Yeah, that moment was probably the angriest I've ever been.
grrrr...
lol..that was an odd tangent.
ANYWAY..haha back to my day yesterday. We got maccas breakfast n went back to his place and his mum dropped us off at nats. From there we drove in two cars to some beach in Maroubra. Warren drove me tim albert and rob. and Nat drove dave AJ and steven.
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It was windy and a little cold, but the water was really nice, too bad i didnt bring my swimmers. Stayed till about 2pm...drove back to nats. We're meant to have some sort of dinner thing but nat n dave were too tiered so everyone parted ways. Fell asleep at tims and then picked up uly n went to jamies. Watched some odd "matrix" bollywood movie. Got pizza..then went home.
Kurt came over then and we..uhm..?? I don't know haha...he fixed my comments < 3 and we chatted with mumsy...and :S...watched the new vampire diaries. WEWT not capped anymore..saddly i'll be staying away from HD and ninja video in general it takes a lot longer to load than megavideo so Im going to blame my early cappage on that.
So in the car on the way to the beach we were talking about superpowers...AGAIN. People wanted to control electricity, the ability to aparate, the power to make people orgasm by thinking about it. There was a few more in there.
My super powers are more ..pretty..lOl
I want the power to be able to change the colours of things. Sometimes walls are too bland..or things just are dull. I want pretty bright colours everywhere XD
Also the power to grow things XD....like plants. but then i was thinking about how that would mess up the balance of things and introduce new species of things and mess up habbitats =[ BUT if it didnt..I would have it so i could make my backyard pretty ^.^
and add some more trees and pretty plants around industrial areas. They're sad to be around.
Also the ability to change what I look like and what Im wearing. Some how this because a complicated super power in the car..so I need a default setting to get back to my original state. But it would be awesome. ^.^ Big boobs, small boobs, short, tall, black, tanned, booty, no booty, CLOTHES, red hair, purple hair, curly hair, moehawk, dreads, pin up, rockabilly, falls, cyberlocks XD
OHHH the possibilities. All in one week haha
Im listening to
Paris by Camille. I love her music
Here are some pikas from yesterday =]
heh my mood changes so much from the start of these posts..anyway mums calling.
gtg
ttyl
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